(Day 15)Single Woman 30-days Blogging Challenge

Ramadhan Kareem.


Dah kenyang berbuka? Makan apa je? Moga kenyang dan bersyukur selalu.


Aku berbuka minum sirap bandung je kot sebab tekak tak selera nak makan. Mulut rasa payau pahit je. Ni mesti kesan demam sikit sikit pagi tadi.


Narrate a conversation between you and someone in your life who you never had closure with. What would you say?What would they say? What outcome would you hope for?

Topik ni sedih gila kot. Menghiris perasaan yang makin dalam.



Malas nak cakap panjang. Tapi aku nak tujukan lagu utuk seseorang tu.

"Amnesia"

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all

If laa masa tu boleh diundurkan balik. Serius aku nak tanya apa salah aku? Dan jika lah masa tu boleh bagi aku peluang sekali lagi aku akan turun pergi jumpa kau. 

Dan aku harap kita jadi macam dulu. Bukan macam kawan dan bukan macam orang asing. Kita tengah tengah. Kita boleh saling share cerita macam dulu sambil makan hot and roll.

Tapi, bak kata Bat. "Dia boleh bahagia tanpa kau kat sisi mak"

The Ultimate Love: 

Kau lepas kan dia kerana kau cukup tahu bahawa dia tetap akan bahagia walaupun tanpa kau. Aku doakan kau bahagia. Aku tak mampu dah nak kejar kau. Walaupun hati aku still tunggu kau tapi apa yang jadi biarkan saja. Aku tak yakin kita ada jodoh. Dan aku tahu kau bahagia. 

P/s : Jangan lupa jemput kalau kahwin!